Friday, June 12, 2009

Depression

I know that it has been a while since my last post, but ironically, I tell everyone not to feel sorry for me and I start to feel sorry for myself. Suffice it to say, I am good as long as I tell myself that I am okay.
You see, I promised my 4 year old that I would quit smoking. I did this back in January and ever since, my little 105lbs body has gained about 20lbs and I don't like it. I tease that I am going to start smoking again, but I will give it time. I run, I try to eat right, but still pounds and after being a recovering anorexic, I don't like it. Help!!!